im all over the place
why is the taste so good
why are the results so sad
why am i gripping my necklace
why do people always mock me
you feel stupid after i answer you
well, if my parents were still together then i wouldnt have their rings wee would i?
im waiting for a special combonation of numbers and letters to appear.
why do i wait for this to appear?
its late... but i still have hope
hope for a better tomorrow beginning with a best tonight.
do i call?
do i ponder?
so i stop before i wonder too far...
sooon i will be wandering in a place i should not be.
and this is why i stay in my cell. my room. my keep me safe place.
yeah, thats ritht... keep it safe.
i snear at the pill sitting next to my telephone.
why cant i love that one like i loved the one i hate but an hour ago.
its because it looks different
like a stop sign
a pink color
a weird way of saying NOOOOO DONTNNTTTT EATTTT MEEEE
but alas. i must.
because if i dont. i loose my buttons.
i am the courdoroy bear.
i am in a store.
everything is the same.
people think they want to take me home.
others point out my flaws.
myy missing buttons, if you will...
and i am set back down on the shelf
where are my buttons?
WHERE ARE BY BUTTONS!???
the pink stop sign says no but i eat it anywayy.
i eat it so that tomorrow i can hope for a better day.
hope for a day where i get out of bed.
hope for a day where smiles are free not forced...
eat this pill and it will take you everywhere you have never have the ability to imagine.
eat nothing and remain the same forever.
WHICH. DO. YOU. FEAR. MORE?
always this abyss of nothingness and everythingness
or
everything and nothing ness that may or may not be an abyss or may or may not be like anything you have ever imagined ever?
if it will take awaay the little spiders that crawl under my skin and crawl un til i finally cant take it and jsut want all my skin offfffff if they will be gone. THEN FUCKING GIVE IT TO ME IM DOown.
have you seen my button?
why are the results so sad
why am i gripping my necklace
why do people always mock me
you feel stupid after i answer you
well, if my parents were still together then i wouldnt have their rings wee would i?
im waiting for a special combonation of numbers and letters to appear.
why do i wait for this to appear?
its late... but i still have hope
hope for a better tomorrow beginning with a best tonight.
do i call?
do i ponder?
so i stop before i wonder too far...
sooon i will be wandering in a place i should not be.
and this is why i stay in my cell. my room. my keep me safe place.
yeah, thats ritht... keep it safe.
i snear at the pill sitting next to my telephone.
why cant i love that one like i loved the one i hate but an hour ago.
its because it looks different
like a stop sign
a pink color
a weird way of saying NOOOOO DONTNNTTTT EATTTT MEEEE
but alas. i must.
because if i dont. i loose my buttons.
i am the courdoroy bear.
i am in a store.
everything is the same.
people think they want to take me home.
others point out my flaws.
myy missing buttons, if you will...
and i am set back down on the shelf
where are my buttons?
WHERE ARE BY BUTTONS!???
the pink stop sign says no but i eat it anywayy.
i eat it so that tomorrow i can hope for a better day.
hope for a day where i get out of bed.
hope for a day where smiles are free not forced...
eat this pill and it will take you everywhere you have never have the ability to imagine.
eat nothing and remain the same forever.
WHICH. DO. YOU. FEAR. MORE?
always this abyss of nothingness and everythingness
or
everything and nothing ness that may or may not be an abyss or may or may not be like anything you have ever imagined ever?
if it will take awaay the little spiders that crawl under my skin and crawl un til i finally cant take it and jsut want all my skin offfffff if they will be gone. THEN FUCKING GIVE IT TO ME IM DOown.
have you seen my button?