its the day

[ill_burn_you]

I think sunday will be the day.

Field hockey is over.
I have taken some time off from working out.
Time to get this fat ass going again.

Enter: the diet round two.
i need to say goodbye to things such as sweets, bread, pasta, pizza, muffins... and here is the kicker... bagels. yeah... those... fucking love those shits. but it needs to happen.

its like... i just want to not be the biggest girl at the party.
I want to be the one that gets looked at again.
The worst part really is that im just... not THAT big at all... its just... society.... norms changing... everyone around me getting smaallllerrr]

glen got his new job.
a real big person job...
no more radio shack...
no more working weird ass hours...
no more... doing something he doesnt like...
i feel like things might change.

things are always changing...