Pretty much falling in love...
God! I am so flippin' stupid! I'm leaving in less than 3 weeks and now is the time that Thom and I become "more than friends". God, I hate this! Obviously this is horrible timing, but i can't help it....I really like him. I know I shouldn't be, but I'm falling for him all over again. What's wrong with me!?! I cut myself off for a reason, so nothing would happen before I left and I wouldn't have anyone waiting for me when I get back! And so I wouldn't end up missing everyone so damn much! I'm stupid, but I can't help it. We only have a few more days left until he goes back to Fargo. I need to stop this....before I get in too deep.