Trying not to say goodbye.
So I'm moving in a week. I'm excited about being on my own and away from my parents, and I'm excited to move in with Ashley, because she seems like a really cool person. But I really don't want to have to say goodbye to my friends. Lyndsey and I are closer than ever and I can't stand the thought of moving to opposite ends of the state. And Maddie and I are gonna have to face the facts that we're not going to be able to see each other every weekend because the job that I have down there needs me on weekends. I'm gonna miss those girls like crazy. Right now, I'm finding that I'm losing my enthusiasum and that by friday I'm probably just gonna be a mess of tears. I don't want to have to leave everyone I know and love. And good lord I wish that J would call me back. I could use my girl right about now.
One fun thing that's going on right now:
There's this kid named Evan thats been hitting on me A LOT lately and I think he's gross and mean. I only date boys who shower on a dail basis and who are nice to people. But anyways, I really didn't want to be mean about it, so I just told him that my "hot date" on Friday was with a guy instead of Lyndsey. But now Lyndsey and me have concocked an evil plan to tell him the truth, that I was with Lyndsey, but I think I'm becoming a lesbian. And then we're going to post pics of me and her kissing on my myspace. haha! I love that girl!
Wow, it's really pouring out. But we need the rain. I just want my niece to be born. Tomorrow though, they'll induce labor. And then I have my lil Ella! I can't wait to shower her with gifts and effection!
Well, I'm out, I've got a kinda big day tomorrow. Love you all.
Britta