on a new note.. a much better one than yesterday of course..
So I guess i should tell you about the new situation.. I will make it short cause i am here at the house of the sernas.. So today went rather strange, and i decided that i really shouldnt be that mad at John, so i wrote him this little note saying that I wasn't that mad i was just more upset, and that i was more mad at Nick.. I was nervous about giving it to him.. But just when i thought things couldn't get better my good little ken beal decided to help me out so when i was walking to Chem i made sure to see John, and thanks to ken for blurting out "John jess has a note for you" and OMG! well before i get to minor details he was like "uhh yeah i have one for you too I have been using as a book mark.." so he just stopped in the hall gave it to me and said "its kind of a violent apology" and now for the OMG part it has to be the best apology in the world. he said that he was so sorry for saying it and that he's NOT that kind of person "who enjoys inflicting emotional damage on others" it was just so sinsear, and i am not just saying that because i am way into this kid.. and the best part is at the end when he said "The only reason i can think of is i think you're cute and i was just teasing you and without thinking i said the most unbelieveably offensive thing on the planet" and it was just so sweet.. i would have never expected that from someone who i barely know.. I am not totally over it of course but i think its safe to say that he didn't mean it.. I may be taking the note differently than he may have meant it but damn.. when is that you get a letter like that..