May 18, 2004 21:10
Well he broke up with me today. I dont know if its for sure or not but I have a feeling it is. I dont know what happened. I was just tryin to talk to him and he got all pissed off. I love him so much. Some people tell me that he flirts with every girl he sees and all this other stuff. But I dont know what to believe. I mean I love him and I really dont think he would do that to me but still. I mean if I asked him and he said it wasnt true than yeah i would believe him but that would still be in the back of my mind. I love him with all of my heart. I just wish things would be the way they were in the beginning. I just want him back. Thats all I want. I hope he'll come back to me. If I dont have him then I have no reason for living. My life is in his hands. Dead or Alive? I dont care. In a way i wish he wouldnt take me back. So i can just get put out of my misery. Dead or Alive?
We'll see