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Geez. I havent written for a really long time. Well last sat was my bday. And my hunny had our day all planned out and it was like the best bday ever! He bought me this absolutely beautiful gold bracelet. Things have been going ok. But the past couple days havent been that great. Especially today. When we were on our way home from school I just started gettin in one of my moods. When jason doesnt understand something then he has a hard time dealing with it. Yes I have a phyciatrist and she says that i do have a chemical imbalance and shes tryin to put me on medicine. Jason gets pissed off because he doesnt understand that people with this problem are depressed for no reason at all. And hes just like how can u not know why ur depressed blah blah blah u have nothing to be depressed about blah blah blah. He makes me feel like im a fuckin idiot when he does this. Hes supposed to cheer me up and make me feel better not make everything worse. But it seems like thats really all he ever does.