Why are you all up in my ear?

Apr 24, 2005 13:09

Ha.

So it's snowing in April.

It really is a beautiful thing, don't you think?

I talked to a girl I went to high school with today and shes graduating this semster. I still don't even know what I want to do.

Does it really matter though that I am in limbo, because realistically I will not even use my degree. A degree does not necassarily make someone smarter. Why do I even need one? I think this summer I want to get my real estate liscense. Why not? I don't want to take classes downtown this summer and i've always wanted it. It's the perfect time in my life I think to do this. I also don't think I am going to tell my family about it either. I am sick of them talking down my ideas. My mom thinks I NEED to be a teacher. Ok, so I have the weight of a child's future on my shoulders. And to do this for the rest of my life? I don't think i can nor do I want to. I dont need or want to make a lot of money but I do want to be secure if that makes sense. I do not want to live paycheck to paycheck. I want to have a savings and a family.

I am moving all my stuff home soon and i already want to move out. I know that I need to give it a couple of months so that I can get my life situated, for once in my life I need to make the right choices.

<3
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