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I am such a geek. I realize I haven't matured at all when it comes to boys in the last few years. Let's look at some examples. There are no real prospects for me right now in the boyfriend area, but I do have a couple of crushes on guys that I see around.
Example 1: Hairy Dave @ Tower/Starbucks... he talks to me and I turn BEET red and then run away and giggle. Would I ever get the balls to ask him out? Nope. Wayyyyyy too chicken.
Example 2: Justin @ Nugget... I try and go to his line so that he can help me, but then I just get really shy and don't know what to say and get goofy.
What the hell is wrong with me? I thought I was supposed to be 21, not 11!!! I swear to god, I don't know what this is about. I'm soooo goddamned shy when it comes to boys, it's really very sad. And I mean, my one brave move was with Chris (wanker) and look how that turned out. He had a psycho ex girlfriend that he is probably back together with so that she won't kill herself (bitch). *ahem* Anyway, if anyone wants to teach me the art of approaching guys and not being a complete dork while doing it, please, let me know. :)
Example 1: Hairy Dave @ Tower/Starbucks... he talks to me and I turn BEET red and then run away and giggle. Would I ever get the balls to ask him out? Nope. Wayyyyyy too chicken.
Example 2: Justin @ Nugget... I try and go to his line so that he can help me, but then I just get really shy and don't know what to say and get goofy.
What the hell is wrong with me? I thought I was supposed to be 21, not 11!!! I swear to god, I don't know what this is about. I'm soooo goddamned shy when it comes to boys, it's really very sad. And I mean, my one brave move was with Chris (wanker) and look how that turned out. He had a psycho ex girlfriend that he is probably back together with so that she won't kill herself (bitch). *ahem* Anyway, if anyone wants to teach me the art of approaching guys and not being a complete dork while doing it, please, let me know. :)