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well i havnt been on this fuckin thing in like.. a year. heh.
well only thing people need to know is that i hate everything now.
i cant do any thing with out b ing reminded of some one.
i cant think straight at fucking all any more.
has any one ever been so fucking depressed... that drugs dont help.
that is fucking horrible.
lets see..
i cant watch certain episodes of some TV shows..
i cant watch certain movies any more..
I mean.. come FUCKING on.. i cant even fuckin eat a peice of pineapple with out wanting to fucking hang myself.
everytime i think that its going good.. it blows up in my fucking face.
everything..
my life is just bleh rite now.
rite now.. nothing could get any worse.. or any better..
well only thing people need to know is that i hate everything now.
i cant do any thing with out b ing reminded of some one.
i cant think straight at fucking all any more.
has any one ever been so fucking depressed... that drugs dont help.
that is fucking horrible.
lets see..
i cant watch certain episodes of some TV shows..
i cant watch certain movies any more..
I mean.. come FUCKING on.. i cant even fuckin eat a peice of pineapple with out wanting to fucking hang myself.
everytime i think that its going good.. it blows up in my fucking face.
everything..
my life is just bleh rite now.
rite now.. nothing could get any worse.. or any better..