A joyous dream
I haven't posted in such a long time. Nothings really come up which I felt like keeping as a memory, although a lot of nie things have happened. I'm still together with Max and we've worked out all the stuff I was crying about last time I posted, so all is well.
But something I want to preserve is the dream I had last night. It was vivid, but in the waking light it is slipping from me even as I type. That being said, the details aren't even important, its the feeling which matters but which I can't hold on to. In the dream it was my birthday and I was out with a lot of people at some dinner/night club place. I was drinking a lot but it was fine, and so the night went on. Then after a while we were all put on a shelf, like toys, but still talking and laughing happily. The next thing that happened was just feeling really euphoric as I was runnng along with this random manish entity through a field. And then it ended and we happily jaunted back to our shelf. I like this dream because I felt so overjoyed for no real reason. Even in the dream I wasn't sad that it had ended, and as I woke up I wasn't sad that it had ended either. Usually I feel plagued with sadness after a happy dream, sad that it couldn't go on, but this was so different. I was glad to just have had this dream. It was like a gift.
And you know, that's that.
But something I want to preserve is the dream I had last night. It was vivid, but in the waking light it is slipping from me even as I type. That being said, the details aren't even important, its the feeling which matters but which I can't hold on to. In the dream it was my birthday and I was out with a lot of people at some dinner/night club place. I was drinking a lot but it was fine, and so the night went on. Then after a while we were all put on a shelf, like toys, but still talking and laughing happily. The next thing that happened was just feeling really euphoric as I was runnng along with this random manish entity through a field. And then it ended and we happily jaunted back to our shelf. I like this dream because I felt so overjoyed for no real reason. Even in the dream I wasn't sad that it had ended, and as I woke up I wasn't sad that it had ended either. Usually I feel plagued with sadness after a happy dream, sad that it couldn't go on, but this was so different. I was glad to just have had this dream. It was like a gift.
And you know, that's that.