Foresight
Another fun day and a half. Went to Em's for a horror movie marathon night. It went alright, we all ended up watching GNW on free to air and then split into different groups, talking and what not. One of the girls, Amanda, I have gone to Uni with did tarot card readings. She did a general reading for me, which was funky. I got the death card in my past, Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet! Change FTW, lol! Anyway, I thought it was very interesting. I keep getting told that something happened in my past which had some impact and which I haven't dealt with yet, and it continues to effect me to this day. Only, I have no clue what it is. My present reading was pretty uneventful. It's the future row that was quite interesting. There's something coming up very soon which will give me the opportunity to really re-evaluate my life and I'll have the choice to embrace it or to just go on like I always have. There Amanda said that I can go on living this mediocer life or really live my life and do something really great. And that really struck me, because I have never really talked to her about anything to do with me, but she hit the nail on the head. I just go through life, I don't really live it. I think I could do better but I give up and give in. We both came to the conclusion that it probably refers to the end of Uni. That will be a huge part of shaping where I go from there with my life. There was also something about having to make a decision and it will be the wrong one no matter what, but depending on how I choose to lead my life I can prepare myself for it. And there was also something about someone that's younger than me who will be very important to me. They'll bring up lots of childhood memories for me which won't be pleasant. And there might be something about love.
All in all it was very interesting. Even if stuff like that isn't true you can still take things away and think about them. I'll be needing to re-evaluate my life anyway soon enough, whether I attribute it to cards or not doesn't change the fact that it will happen.
Today I hung out with the bf. He bought me a wireless USB card thingy so I can put my PC into my room and his PC where Legato usually sits. Then he bought me lunch. I seriously like this, he pays for absolutely everything, and I let him now, because it makes him happy. And when he's happy, I'm happy.
9 more days till he leaves. This is going to hurt.
All in all it was very interesting. Even if stuff like that isn't true you can still take things away and think about them. I'll be needing to re-evaluate my life anyway soon enough, whether I attribute it to cards or not doesn't change the fact that it will happen.
Today I hung out with the bf. He bought me a wireless USB card thingy so I can put my PC into my room and his PC where Legato usually sits. Then he bought me lunch. I seriously like this, he pays for absolutely everything, and I let him now, because it makes him happy. And when he's happy, I'm happy.
9 more days till he leaves. This is going to hurt.