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Tomorrow will be the start of a new motivation. I need to change!!!! I need to destroy my body this whole week in hopes of salvation on Friday. I will be having a mock physical fitness test. I hope that I will be some what stronger than last time. I feel like I have been struggling with the reality that I am not as strong as I used to be. I am going to work on relieving myself of these pounds that burden me so. The goal from now until January is 35 lbs. I will track my weight at the end of every month and I will let you guys know how close I get to it. I hope that I can get something set up so that I can run through a circuit course like how the Tapout guys do. That is the only way that I can really get endurance up. I am going to try to run at least 5 miles a day. It will take me about 6 weeks to get in optimal running condition. So 6 weeks from now I will be running 3 miles with my shop and then 2 miles after work. If we do not run then I will be running 5 miles and then working out a little on my abs.
I need this sooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad. I do not like what I see in the mirror sometimes. People at work point it out ever now and then. It doesn't have me depressed or anything but I just think that this extra weight is putting a horrible burden on me. I hope that this will all work out and I will find someone to be my work out partner. All will be well.
I need this sooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad. I do not like what I see in the mirror sometimes. People at work point it out ever now and then. It doesn't have me depressed or anything but I just think that this extra weight is putting a horrible burden on me. I hope that this will all work out and I will find someone to be my work out partner. All will be well.