Oct 21, 2008 21:49
That is all I really wanted to say. I hate feeling this way, I want to be active and get things done, and feel comfortable in my own bed instead of tossing and turning trying to figure out which position is the least uncomfortable. I want to go lie on a cold floor with all my blankets, but there isn't much of that in my apartment. I want to eat but I don't think it would stay with me so I will relent for now. bleh, bleh bleh! I hate feelingt his way. I thought I was stronger than this, or more careful. I am one of those strange people who feel like somehow I could have prevented this. And for John Cmar, I did wash my hands, after everything! But yet here I am lying in bed, grumpy because my stupid headache won't let me sleep... stupid headache. Though, it is funny what makes you feel better, as in the case of my hat. I am wearing my little black cap in bed because somehow it makes me feel better. Strange but hey if it works it works.
Alright, enough of this, I am bored and I want to get up and go outside and play, but no, I have to stay in bed like a little child. and there are no cartoons to make me happy.
Enough wasted time and space and words. G'night all, and don't let the bed bugs bite.