day 4: the worsening
omgah... i think i feel worse today than i did yesterday. there are some signs that i'm getting better, too gross to really blog about i guess... & i feel ok in the mornings, (ok enough to get all squealy-giggly w/ angelo) but by mid-afternoon i just wants to die. mi sento cosi' male che ho una voglia di morire. (e' scritto sbagliato, certo) today i pushed myself too hard, wanting to work to earn some grocery monies... i should notta oughtta done that. after my usual 3 hour nap, my body aches all over & i still want to die. & also i am hungry. :(
in other, related news... i didn't know that cats could catch a cold, influenza, the plague... whatever this cursed blight is... but rumi has been sneezy & snarfley for the past few days. poor boogie! i hope he doesn't feel as bad as i do. his little snarfles are kinda cute though... loves the warm soft kitty.
sigh... questa mattina ho detto ad angelo: "voglio che tu sia felice," & lui ha arrossito (via emoticon). gli ho chiesto perchè ed in risposta lui ha detto "perchè è bello quello mi hai detto." ...che magari sapresti la metà, mio tesoro... ogni giorno prendo il mio piccolo pezzo del dolore dolcissimo, e non vedo l'ora del prossimo.
in other, related news... i didn't know that cats could catch a cold, influenza, the plague... whatever this cursed blight is... but rumi has been sneezy & snarfley for the past few days. poor boogie! i hope he doesn't feel as bad as i do. his little snarfles are kinda cute though... loves the warm soft kitty.
sigh... questa mattina ho detto ad angelo: "voglio che tu sia felice," & lui ha arrossito (via emoticon). gli ho chiesto perchè ed in risposta lui ha detto "perchè è bello quello mi hai detto." ...che magari sapresti la metà, mio tesoro... ogni giorno prendo il mio piccolo pezzo del dolore dolcissimo, e non vedo l'ora del prossimo.