Sep 13, 2012 20:09
today felt a little different.
i felt uncomfortable.
i felt out of sorts.
i'm always like this in an alien environment.
it made me miss you even more.
i wish you would have texted me; it would have been a great comfort.
i miss you.
i miss you even when i see you.
more and more i feel like i can't do what i'm doing forever; not at all.
i miss doing what i love.
i may not have excelled at it but its what i did love.
i will take things in my stride.
i will try.
i'll do it for my vn.
you give me courage to do what i thought i never could and what i never imagined i could.
i love you silly rabbit.
i just want your tenderness. that's all i ever wanted.
xoxo