Jun 21, 2012 23:11
i think i know what i'm going to do if u never reply.
or if u said anything discouraging.
i'll know.
my dearest comrades; i guess this would be adieu.
no matter what transpires,
i bear the consequences and the aftermath.
no one else.
i love you. i never did anything that u thought i did.
maybe the demise can help u relate and see to it.
but if it never occurred to you,i understand, it was never
within your power to understand anything as powerful.
it was all on me. the debt i owed to u was way too great.
please understand why i chose this.
i can't expect u to understand. but i know why and nothing was ever
held against you.
just know that.
xoxo.
yours always.