It could never end; because it never began.

[ikneltbeforeyou]

there is no capacity left for me in your overwhelmed heart.
I just want you to love me naturally and unconditionally, that's all i want;
but even i have to fight for that little love and care from you.
it makes me feel pathetic and unworthy of your time.

we're not worthy of each other's time.

your work. your soccer. your call of duty. your car. your mom. your life. takes more precedence
in your heart than me. With a heart so full, will there ever be any space -in the deep crevices
of your heart- left for me? Obviously not.

you blow me off for work. i get it.
you blow me off for soccer. understandable.
you blow me off for running errands for your mom. ok sure.
so what next? your cat's birthday?

if i needed you now very badly, you would never come. not for me; never.

i've grown weary of these 3 terms (no. sorry. we'll see.)

I'll use it now in my own context okay?
No its never going to work between us because you have no space in your life for me. I'm so sorry.
We'll see how things go in the future.

i loved you in the best way i could and knew but i don't think it ever made you happy at all.
i don't have the confidence to love you in the way you want me to anymore.
let's just say goodbye here please.