Sep 18, 2011 17:10
as hard as it is, i realise now more than ever that i am never going
to take any precedence in your life whatsoever.
Never did u once take into account my point of view.
i know now more than ever, that i have to let you go as much as it hurts me
and as much as i like it when i'm with you but I'm never going to be loved the right
way if I'm with you.
I know now that this isn't going to work because I'm the one making all the effort
and you just don't care.
I'm in a relationship with you and not myself.
But my heart can't withstand this anymore. It just can't.
It feels pathetic to have to beg to be loved.
Really pathetic.