you say, you'll give me, a highway with no one on it.

[ikneltbeforeyou]

i don't even know why i'm posting this.
i don't see the worth or even any point in doing so.
but maybe cause i just want to say what i have to say.

maybe i was never really sure whether i could trust you or not.
but i wanted to trust you. but somehow, i couldn't bring myself to 100%.
one thing being said, and something else done.
i think it is rather contradicting.
but maybe to a certain extent, i can understand why.
but being only human, i believe i have my limits as well.

these days, have been very short-tempered, impatient and i get pissed off easily.
must be early life crisis.
i'm never like this.
i've morphed into something i don't like being.

and after everything, its just a test of how much i can trust certain people.
and the answer is, not anymore. never again.
trust and respect is earned, never given out on a silver platter.

so if you really want me to trust you, its going to take alot more than it used to.