sometimes we just need to allow ourselves to be happy...

[ik_hou_van_jou3]

some things have changed since i last wrote.
that thing isn't really on my mind anymore
mainly because its getting delt with
well not really delt with
but yeah, its going good
i think God decided to give me a break.
and i'm not as let down by her anymore
but still kind of.
we'll see how things go
i have to babysit tomorrow night
but thats okay i'll go out saturday
i think i've found a good balance between babysitting
and going out.
and maybe the world isn't in perfect order
but i wouldn't expect it to be
so for now
its good enough for me.