I feel different now....
felt like writing again......since the last time i posted here. honestly i feel different, not in a bad way, but just different. i feel like i've found my focus after some time away from the "world" so to speak. I have to get my license more than ever now since i got a speeding ticket AND a ticket for driving without a lisence, and if i don't fix that, i'm not driving for the rest of my life. period. i'm also looking for a job BAD because i'm not going to live here and just contribute nothing. I know some people are going to be pissed off at me for my lack of communication lately, but oh well. that just let's me know you were pretty damn selfish and didn't care about what's going on in my life lol. it's all good, really. i've been keeping in touch with a few people, namely Seiryu and Korey from time to time. Hope Seiryu or Korey arent mad at me though, damnit...i burned my finger lol.
I've been listening to music more lately too, that and sleeping. I have to take the time out of this entry to say this...Korey, if, and whenever you read this, I thank you for understanding me as i have understood you. i'm glad we can still be friends after all that's happened. (i'm still mad at myself for not calling you on your birthday, as well as forgetting it...) you have been a influential part of my life, and honestly, if i never met you, i have no clue how my life would have been. I learned alot from you, and i don't regret anything that happened, even the bad. The good moments, and all the fun we had will forever be in my memory. You've helped me out alot even though you never had to and always had the option to say no and fuck off, but you never did. Thank you.
And Seiryu, maaaan alot a times you verbally WHOOPED my ASS, but it was never for nothing lol. your typical capricorn approach to things is cut, dry, and straight to the point lol, but it makes sense. alot of times after hanging up with you what you said would sink in. I hope everythings workin out on your end and when i come across some cash that i can work with, i promise you i'm paying you a visit. I know we havent spoken in a minute, but you're always in my thoughts (if that's any consolation lol) Miss you buddyyyy!!!
In other news, my gay ma is once again connected to the media device world (that's what we call a cell phone in 2009 lol) let's all give em a hand lol. aight folks...i think i've run out of things to say.....til next time.
I've been listening to music more lately too, that and sleeping. I have to take the time out of this entry to say this...Korey, if, and whenever you read this, I thank you for understanding me as i have understood you. i'm glad we can still be friends after all that's happened. (i'm still mad at myself for not calling you on your birthday, as well as forgetting it...) you have been a influential part of my life, and honestly, if i never met you, i have no clue how my life would have been. I learned alot from you, and i don't regret anything that happened, even the bad. The good moments, and all the fun we had will forever be in my memory. You've helped me out alot even though you never had to and always had the option to say no and fuck off, but you never did. Thank you.
And Seiryu, maaaan alot a times you verbally WHOOPED my ASS, but it was never for nothing lol. your typical capricorn approach to things is cut, dry, and straight to the point lol, but it makes sense. alot of times after hanging up with you what you said would sink in. I hope everythings workin out on your end and when i come across some cash that i can work with, i promise you i'm paying you a visit. I know we havent spoken in a minute, but you're always in my thoughts (if that's any consolation lol) Miss you buddyyyy!!!
In other news, my gay ma is once again connected to the media device world (that's what we call a cell phone in 2009 lol) let's all give em a hand lol. aight folks...i think i've run out of things to say.....til next time.