Long time no write tjn
First, I give you Ace, because Ace is love ♥ ~♪
Fear not, this time it's not because nothing has happened worth writing. It's more like, Lots of things have happened and it's too much to all fit in one entry. Unless I try and squash it down into simple notes.
Okay, so what Did I write about in my last entry? Don't remember. I got a job ^^ A real, wonderful, fantastic job ♥ Also, my computer broke and I had to invest to a new one. I also fell in love with Ace and cried for weeks and weeks and weeks, and I still cry if it hits me on a bad day. He was so wonderful, and also reminded me of Kari, my brother. Not that they're exactly similar in any way, but they both have that brohter-thing going on you know? I can't help but fall for the brother-type. Except when I fall for the narcoleptic fall-asleep-in-my-food-while-eating type FIRST, and then realize Fuck, this guy's the main character's brother, OMG! And a Good brother to boot.
I ranted about this to a few friends in MSN when it happened. About how all my favourite characters all have some serious hidden issues. Or not so hidden issues like Katou Yue, who's my absolute all-time forever-and-ever favourite.
Katou Yue, you know? From Angel Sanctuary? The absolute waste of space junkie, who died when the main-character "saved" him from being used by the bad guy, but stayed in Hades and tried to kill the main-character, but ended up helping him escape instead and died AGAIN, but instead got rescued by Uriel and got a new body made from fucking Plants (which looked real btw, not all plantsy), came and joined the good guys on earth and got killed by his best friend in Heaven. Katou Yue, guys. He was blond. We blonds must stick together! But the reason I liked him wasn't because of superficial reasons, or yeah, they were, but.... He had given up, he wanted to die, he ruined his body and his life daily, but at his last moment he DIDN'T, and he wanted to cling to life with all he had, even if it meant killing people in HADES, because usually the people who come to Hades are already dead so... Anyway, here's a guy who's totally WEAK, is always running away from his life and problems, but he doesn't want to be forgotten, he doesn't want to forGET things that are important to him. And he comes fabulously through in the end. I don't have as big issues as he did, but I really related to his character. The me who is waste-of-space lazy derp, could maybe DO something too, even if not as grand as saving heaven hell and earth.
But the thing is, I fall for the easy-going, happy, no issues characters, who seem to do well in life because they're liked, and even if they aren't. Red hair is a plus, but even if I REALLY like people with red hair, none of my favourites actually have, red hair. BUT, what do I have? Kida Masaomi, a smart idiot, who can't get over letting his girlfriend end up in a hospital because he got scared at the crucial moment, who ends up hiding in this happy-go-lucky, bad-jokes character, which used to be the real him, but isn't anymore, and he wants more than anything to keep his best friend from the same fate, but ends up failing miserably up to the point where he returns to the root of his depression and GAH! Does it in vain, because it really wasn't that needed in the end. But WAS in a way, because it revealed some really unpleasant stuff going on. And he sacrificed himself, going off to fight impossible odds, ready to die, just to protect his friends, so his friends wouldn't have to. How fucked up is that? But I really fell hard for him.
Lockon Stratos, an easy-going Gundam Meister, a sniper-beyond-compare, who buys milk for an anti-social child-soldier Setsuna, pets crying little girl Feltd's head, calls anti-social of the anti-socials everyone-else-is-WRONG Tieria Cute ♥ and generally keeps everyone together, BUT has anger issues towards terrorism, especially KPSA, an organization from Middle East that blew up his parents and little sister, and so, without a second thought rushes off to fight the cockroach guy who was behind it, EVEN THOUGH HIS EYE WAS BUSTED IN THE LAST BATTLE! CHRIST!
Portgas D. Ace, the most wonderful of older brothers out there, LUFFY's brother, which can't be easy, and he's polite and gorgeous and could out-orgasm any stripper's audience out there - sorry I had to, since he likes walking without a shirt and giving those "you want a piece of me?" -looks to people. He laughed a lot, and was so ultimately COOL, with FRECKLES! and FIRE POWER! And what does HE do? I'm off to cry, sorry.
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I'm back with Soldier Blue. So everyone knew he was going to die from the moment he came to view, he said it HIMSELF, "my life not long enough to reach all the way to Terra", I give it to the guy, he was 300 years old after all. Only difference between him and my other faves is that he had that "I'd sacrifice myself for the good of MU anytime anywhere, just try and stop me"-feeling about him.
And then there's Kaburagi T. Kotetsu. What's the T for anyway? Lewd, I KNOW it's not his real name, I just don't remember how to write it, called him Toratetsu, but I think that was just him reading the kanji in Kotetsu's name wrong, since the KO, in Kotetsu's name is the KO in Tiger. So what's T? Whatever, anyway, because it'll spoil everyone, I'm not going too far into His sacrifice, even if he's made a lot, but does it really surprise anyone? He's a HERO! Ahaha. Bunny too. But even Bunny has those freaking issues all laid on his face. I like that. I don't like surprises like Ace's, even if it blew up my heart and had me bleeding for weeks, with LOVE.
Just, shit, DON'T READ TOO MUCH INTO THIS WHINING! In fact, I suppose the sacrificial lamb part is prolly my kink, so I like it too, yeah. It's just... Is it because that's a stereotypio for a Japanese anime happy-go-lucky guy to do this stuff, that I'm fooled everytime when I fall for a character like that, or? No wait, there's couple of more. And I mean Jack, Jack Bezarius, who died hundred years ago and was hailed a Hero. But apparently he wasn't a hero at all. I think I understand that what he wrote in his diary and what rufus Barma interpreted, about "I have killed my best friend, please don't call me a hero." But still, I thought it was just hero talk. He was depressed because he had to kill someone important to him to save a lot of people. But apparently he killed Alice, too, 100 years ago, and he hurt Gill, hundred years ago. I haven't read as far, so I don't understand it myself, or know what happens, but I saw this art, which looked really official, and now I'm ITCHING to know more, but also scared. I don't want everything I know about Jack to go up in flames. He's SUCH a beautiful character, has been so far. And I'd hate for all that pain to have been a lie. I have to read it tho, I can't take suspense.
And then there's Duo, Duo Maxwell, I still love him so much, even if I've read too much fanfics of him. I even feel bored at times, but maybe it's because the fanfics are all boring? Whenever I find a REALLY interesting take on him, I fall, hook line and sinker, haha. Plus the series itself hasn't lost its ever-shining glow. Deathscthe is still my favourite gundam. It's SO COOL! Deathscythe and Duo ♥♥♥ His character is of a 15-year-old boy, who likes looking at the moon and has people often making fun of him, and makes the funniest displeased faces there is. But I think he likes it, being able to relieve the mood, even if just Being the mood-relief at times. He's seriously dangerous tho, and I don't just mean Deathscythe, but that too, and I think he's perhaps the most normal of the Gundam pilots. He's lost alot, but he hasn't lost his smile, and maybe That's the winning point of his character. He'd be normal if he could cry too. Perhaps that's a soldier thing? Then again it can be stubborness too, since his character is stubborn if nothing else. I like how he's able to forgive about little things (even if the little things are actually relatively big things, like stealing parts of his suit, or blowing up the whole suit, those took a while to be forgiven) so very easily, but unable to forgive the big things, things involving lives. Perhaps, even the lives that aren't of people close to him. Which may mean he'll never forgive HIMSELF. The series gives space to so much speculating, that it's always interesting to see how other people interpret Duo's character. Tho I must say I hate the sugar-high Duo and monotone Heero -thing people have going on. I know it has something to do with the american dub, but it's not right. I refuse to see it as right. Heero feels alot, and Duo is plenty of serious. I almost forgot the most important part about Duo's character ♥♥ "I'm Duo Maxwell! I may run and hide, but I never lie!"
So, how DID this entry end up being about my favourite characters anyway? Ah well, I don't care, really. So, I'm a postman now ♥ As in:
"It's a beautiful day~ A postman delivered a letter from your lover~ ♫"
and
" ♪ Please mister postman look and see if there's a letter, a letter for me!"
I've been a postman, or a mail deliverer, for about six months now <3 No WAIT! Almost EIGHT months! Where DOES the time fly? :'D
I'll leave you guys with Ace, since zerochan is a wonderful place. Ace makes me happy, I hope he makes you guys happy too.
About my love-related issues some other time
Fear not, this time it's not because nothing has happened worth writing. It's more like, Lots of things have happened and it's too much to all fit in one entry. Unless I try and squash it down into simple notes.
Okay, so what Did I write about in my last entry? Don't remember. I got a job ^^ A real, wonderful, fantastic job ♥ Also, my computer broke and I had to invest to a new one. I also fell in love with Ace and cried for weeks and weeks and weeks, and I still cry if it hits me on a bad day. He was so wonderful, and also reminded me of Kari, my brother. Not that they're exactly similar in any way, but they both have that brohter-thing going on you know? I can't help but fall for the brother-type. Except when I fall for the narcoleptic fall-asleep-in-my-food-while-eating type FIRST, and then realize Fuck, this guy's the main character's brother, OMG! And a Good brother to boot.
I ranted about this to a few friends in MSN when it happened. About how all my favourite characters all have some serious hidden issues. Or not so hidden issues like Katou Yue, who's my absolute all-time forever-and-ever favourite.
Katou Yue, you know? From Angel Sanctuary? The absolute waste of space junkie, who died when the main-character "saved" him from being used by the bad guy, but stayed in Hades and tried to kill the main-character, but ended up helping him escape instead and died AGAIN, but instead got rescued by Uriel and got a new body made from fucking Plants (which looked real btw, not all plantsy), came and joined the good guys on earth and got killed by his best friend in Heaven. Katou Yue, guys. He was blond. We blonds must stick together! But the reason I liked him wasn't because of superficial reasons, or yeah, they were, but.... He had given up, he wanted to die, he ruined his body and his life daily, but at his last moment he DIDN'T, and he wanted to cling to life with all he had, even if it meant killing people in HADES, because usually the people who come to Hades are already dead so... Anyway, here's a guy who's totally WEAK, is always running away from his life and problems, but he doesn't want to be forgotten, he doesn't want to forGET things that are important to him. And he comes fabulously through in the end. I don't have as big issues as he did, but I really related to his character. The me who is waste-of-space lazy derp, could maybe DO something too, even if not as grand as saving heaven hell and earth.
But the thing is, I fall for the easy-going, happy, no issues characters, who seem to do well in life because they're liked, and even if they aren't. Red hair is a plus, but even if I REALLY like people with red hair, none of my favourites actually have, red hair. BUT, what do I have? Kida Masaomi, a smart idiot, who can't get over letting his girlfriend end up in a hospital because he got scared at the crucial moment, who ends up hiding in this happy-go-lucky, bad-jokes character, which used to be the real him, but isn't anymore, and he wants more than anything to keep his best friend from the same fate, but ends up failing miserably up to the point where he returns to the root of his depression and GAH! Does it in vain, because it really wasn't that needed in the end. But WAS in a way, because it revealed some really unpleasant stuff going on. And he sacrificed himself, going off to fight impossible odds, ready to die, just to protect his friends, so his friends wouldn't have to. How fucked up is that? But I really fell hard for him.
Lockon Stratos, an easy-going Gundam Meister, a sniper-beyond-compare, who buys milk for an anti-social child-soldier Setsuna, pets crying little girl Feltd's head, calls anti-social of the anti-socials everyone-else-is-WRONG Tieria Cute ♥ and generally keeps everyone together, BUT has anger issues towards terrorism, especially KPSA, an organization from Middle East that blew up his parents and little sister, and so, without a second thought rushes off to fight the cockroach guy who was behind it, EVEN THOUGH HIS EYE WAS BUSTED IN THE LAST BATTLE! CHRIST!
Portgas D. Ace, the most wonderful of older brothers out there, LUFFY's brother, which can't be easy, and he's polite and gorgeous and could out-orgasm any stripper's audience out there - sorry I had to, since he likes walking without a shirt and giving those "you want a piece of me?" -looks to people. He laughed a lot, and was so ultimately COOL, with FRECKLES! and FIRE POWER! And what does HE do? I'm off to cry, sorry.
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I'm back with Soldier Blue. So everyone knew he was going to die from the moment he came to view, he said it HIMSELF, "my life not long enough to reach all the way to Terra", I give it to the guy, he was 300 years old after all. Only difference between him and my other faves is that he had that "I'd sacrifice myself for the good of MU anytime anywhere, just try and stop me"-feeling about him.
And then there's Kaburagi T. Kotetsu. What's the T for anyway? Lewd, I KNOW it's not his real name, I just don't remember how to write it, called him Toratetsu, but I think that was just him reading the kanji in Kotetsu's name wrong, since the KO, in Kotetsu's name is the KO in Tiger. So what's T? Whatever, anyway, because it'll spoil everyone, I'm not going too far into His sacrifice, even if he's made a lot, but does it really surprise anyone? He's a HERO! Ahaha. Bunny too. But even Bunny has those freaking issues all laid on his face. I like that. I don't like surprises like Ace's, even if it blew up my heart and had me bleeding for weeks, with LOVE.
Just, shit, DON'T READ TOO MUCH INTO THIS WHINING! In fact, I suppose the sacrificial lamb part is prolly my kink, so I like it too, yeah. It's just... Is it because that's a stereotypio for a Japanese anime happy-go-lucky guy to do this stuff, that I'm fooled everytime when I fall for a character like that, or? No wait, there's couple of more. And I mean Jack, Jack Bezarius, who died hundred years ago and was hailed a Hero. But apparently he wasn't a hero at all. I think I understand that what he wrote in his diary and what rufus Barma interpreted, about "I have killed my best friend, please don't call me a hero." But still, I thought it was just hero talk. He was depressed because he had to kill someone important to him to save a lot of people. But apparently he killed Alice, too, 100 years ago, and he hurt Gill, hundred years ago. I haven't read as far, so I don't understand it myself, or know what happens, but I saw this art, which looked really official, and now I'm ITCHING to know more, but also scared. I don't want everything I know about Jack to go up in flames. He's SUCH a beautiful character, has been so far. And I'd hate for all that pain to have been a lie. I have to read it tho, I can't take suspense.
And then there's Duo, Duo Maxwell, I still love him so much, even if I've read too much fanfics of him. I even feel bored at times, but maybe it's because the fanfics are all boring? Whenever I find a REALLY interesting take on him, I fall, hook line and sinker, haha. Plus the series itself hasn't lost its ever-shining glow. Deathscthe is still my favourite gundam. It's SO COOL! Deathscythe and Duo ♥♥♥ His character is of a 15-year-old boy, who likes looking at the moon and has people often making fun of him, and makes the funniest displeased faces there is. But I think he likes it, being able to relieve the mood, even if just Being the mood-relief at times. He's seriously dangerous tho, and I don't just mean Deathscythe, but that too, and I think he's perhaps the most normal of the Gundam pilots. He's lost alot, but he hasn't lost his smile, and maybe That's the winning point of his character. He'd be normal if he could cry too. Perhaps that's a soldier thing? Then again it can be stubborness too, since his character is stubborn if nothing else. I like how he's able to forgive about little things (even if the little things are actually relatively big things, like stealing parts of his suit, or blowing up the whole suit, those took a while to be forgiven) so very easily, but unable to forgive the big things, things involving lives. Perhaps, even the lives that aren't of people close to him. Which may mean he'll never forgive HIMSELF. The series gives space to so much speculating, that it's always interesting to see how other people interpret Duo's character. Tho I must say I hate the sugar-high Duo and monotone Heero -thing people have going on. I know it has something to do with the american dub, but it's not right. I refuse to see it as right. Heero feels alot, and Duo is plenty of serious. I almost forgot the most important part about Duo's character ♥♥ "I'm Duo Maxwell! I may run and hide, but I never lie!"
So, how DID this entry end up being about my favourite characters anyway? Ah well, I don't care, really. So, I'm a postman now ♥ As in:
"It's a beautiful day~ A postman delivered a letter from your lover~ ♫"
and
" ♪ Please mister postman look and see if there's a letter, a letter for me!"
I've been a postman, or a mail deliverer, for about six months now <3 No WAIT! Almost EIGHT months! Where DOES the time fly? :'D
I'll leave you guys with Ace, since zerochan is a wonderful place. Ace makes me happy, I hope he makes you guys happy too.
About my love-related issues some other time