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its been a long time since i've updated, or even checked this thing for that matter. so many things have changed since the last time i wrote in here. its funny, when you look back and truly see how immature you were, only a year ago. im really happy, and i've learned from my mistakes and taken responsibility for my actions. its amazing how drama-filled my life used to be... and now it's like, what was i thinking? i have the best friends in the entire universe, and i have one name in particular in my mind. he's the only one i've ever been truly honest with. the only one i can have ACTUAL, heartfelt fun... the only one im COMFORTABLE with. i turned 18 a week ago too. i guess i'll just have to see what happens... i just have to wait, and im fine with that. i ditched school today and went to the beach. thank you, you know who you are... if you ever read this, i want you to know that you changed my life. ill just be waiting. i know.
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