May 05, 2008 15:31
i posted the other day confused as all hell. i have gotten some advice but from people who don't know me. so i have to say i have taken thought into what they have said and what people who know me have said.
And i have done some thinking and some talking with Rudy.
I know that I love him, It sucks ass that we are sooo far away but i do love him. I have told him things that i have never told a soul...he knows things that noone else knows my fears, thoughts, passions, wants and needs.
I can't till the day that the things that we talk about on the phone happen.
I love him and his daughter more then i can discribe. he is a caring person and a great dad.
well i have to go to work and i am chatting with Rudy while he is on his lunch break.....so i will post again tonight or tomorrow.
x0x0
Muah