look into my eyes and tell me what it is you see.
alright. finally a chance to update about brasil. but now it's not even that important anymore 'cause i've been here doing other things. but anyways, i'll leave you with this : i love brasil. i love the people, the place, the food.. everything. but i hate the violence. which is why i wouldn't live there. and other things too. but whatever. i had fun. i was at a farm for so much of the time spent there, but i got to spend enough time in são paulo to visit most of my family. which was nice. and thats about it. oh yeah. i got lost in the city by myself for like 30 minutes. i wanted to cry. if you want to hear the story in detail call me or something.
the 28th was a day that i had been looking forward to for so long. we went to go see madonna at the office depot center. very, very good performance. 2 bad things: 1) she didn't play like a virgin, which i - and everyone else - was totally expecting her to sing. and 2) she closed really badly. no comment. just know it was shitty. but other than these two things, it was totally perfect. if i can be in half as good shape as she is at her age, i could die happy. she's amazing.
then thursday, thanks to amanda making jenni and i go, we went to frogs. it was pretty good. except for something that happened at the end. and thats all that'll be said about that.
then todayyy i spent the day with yogi. <3 . way too much fun. i love that kid with all of my heart and more. so many people went to warped tour. i doubt they had as good a time as i did. i don't regret not going at all. :D
i couldn't find mafe when i got home. i kinda freaked out and decided to call jamen to see if she was with him and she wasn't. i was worried as fuck 'cause i didn't know where she was. then i open the door to my bathroom and hear "ahh! get out! i'm showering!!!" hahah. i had found her. ;) and. thats it. i just felt like sharing. :) so yeah. goodnight.
much <3.
- deda.