oh. friday five.

[iheartincubus]

I think I may be too BLAH to do this and have it be positive but let's see.

5 things that should be/ want to do this weekend:
-Go to dykiki if sunny
- Go to trans benefit that Walker is puting on. One goal should be to ask cute tranny boi to go with me but i am a weiner.
- Take practice GRE
- Think about my life and WHAT THE FUCK I am doing.
- Run... A LOT.

5 things to change:
-The thoughts in my head.
-My current inability to eat without vomiting (mind you... not on purpose).
-My lack of self esteem.
-Stop holding back. Or learn when.when not to do it.
-Leave the past behind.

If given the chance to have 5 friends together and get along who would they be:
-Jude
-Reanna
-Tricia
-Kammee
-Michelle
.... Angie.

5 things that have made this week different than others:
-random lj posts.
-everything ending abruptly.
-this person walking around in a cat suit at the rose.
-the feeling of starting over again. Not knowing what to do or where to go.
- the fact that I am half out of it because I can't afford contacts to see and I can't keep food down.

and I am spent...