Sarika inspired me...
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. You're actually infuriating me lately. Quit putting people down for everything just so you could feel better about yourself, especially people who you know won't speak up against you. Contrary to what you think, you are not always right, you are, however, usually rude. Guess what, being a size eight isn't a bad thing, so take some time to realize that just because you can't fit into a size four anymore, having to buy a size eight ISN'T "gross," as you seem to think. I'm done listening to your shit and I promise you that you won't be putting people down anymore in front of me. It's funny that you think you can't be mean to me because you think I'm too nice. I would have hoped some of the niceness would have rubbed of on you. It's really a shame it hasn't.
2. I really wish you listened to yourself more, instead of being influenced by the people around you so much. You're brilliant and in love, and I understand how you feel being torn between the people you love from home and here, but I think that you need to decide for yourself what to do with your life. He can't decide for you, nor can we. And speak up. You're such a great person and don't deserve to be told otherwise. I love you and would have probably lost my mind without you around.
3. I'm not really sure what I did that makes you think it's actually okay for you to completely ignore my existence after being so close last year. Especially since we had numerous discussions about how upset I get being ignored by people who were pertinent to my life for so long. It makes me more mad that you can't even acknowledge me in the slightest and that you so easily dropped your roommate of two years from your life. She actually cares about you, and to watch you treat her like just another face makes me sick.
4. For the longest time, i've tried to figure out why it is that I got left behind from the group. More recently I've realized that it doesn't matter and that I shouldn't care. I'm okay with you all being happy and close without any hard feelings. Things happen, and so we move on.
5. I'm glad you're finally happy, even if I don't think you needed a guy to be. He better treat you right, because I'm actually sick of seeing you being treated like just another person. You're beautiful, have a great personality, and you're hilarious. Any guy who tells you otherwise doesn't deserve you as even a friend. You've gone through enough in your life so far, that you certainly don't need to deal with crap from anyone. I love our random excursions together and can't wait to meet your other half.
6. I MISS YOU LIKE YOU COULDN'T POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND. This winter we're getting together, numerous times too. Because I'll be home for more than three days and there's a good possibility they won't make me work everyday. Did I mention that I miss you? Because I do. & I looooove youuuu.
7. I promise you that this is just as hard for me than it is for you. I don't think either of us will ever fully understand each other's views on the matter, and I'm okay with that. What I'm not okay with is losing you completely from my life. You really are an absolutely amazing person and I hope that you know that. I will always be here, no matter what the case or situation. I've made that promise and I will keep it.
8. I really do want to catch up on each others lives this break. I hate that I work so much, but I always talk about you and reminisce about silly high school stories. SO let's meet up over break, pretty please.
9. You never cease to amaze me. I can vent to you about anything and everything and you always know the right thing to say. I honestly would have completely lost my damn mind this semester if it weren't for you. You deserve to find an absolutely perfect match, one who treats you like you should be treated. I hope that you never change for anyone and I hope even more that I always have you in my life as a best friend.
10. You need to breathe. Take some time for yourself, take some time to find a way to be happy again. Not just temporarily happy, but genuinely happy like you used to be. You need to figure out who YOU are. Not who other people want you to be. You need to come to terms with the fact that you aren't like everyone else. And realize that you shouldn't be so hard on yourself constantly. You are a nice person. You don't get noticed when you go out like the other girls do. Fuck em. Anyone who doesn't want to take the time to remember your name after the third meeting doesn't deserve to be considered a friend. Stop caring about what other people think and learn to be happy with who you've become. Despite all the shit you've been through this year, you're still here. You deserve to be happy, and you deserve to take a break from worrying and stress. Relax. You'll find your place.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. You're actually infuriating me lately. Quit putting people down for everything just so you could feel better about yourself, especially people who you know won't speak up against you. Contrary to what you think, you are not always right, you are, however, usually rude. Guess what, being a size eight isn't a bad thing, so take some time to realize that just because you can't fit into a size four anymore, having to buy a size eight ISN'T "gross," as you seem to think. I'm done listening to your shit and I promise you that you won't be putting people down anymore in front of me. It's funny that you think you can't be mean to me because you think I'm too nice. I would have hoped some of the niceness would have rubbed of on you. It's really a shame it hasn't.
2. I really wish you listened to yourself more, instead of being influenced by the people around you so much. You're brilliant and in love, and I understand how you feel being torn between the people you love from home and here, but I think that you need to decide for yourself what to do with your life. He can't decide for you, nor can we. And speak up. You're such a great person and don't deserve to be told otherwise. I love you and would have probably lost my mind without you around.
3. I'm not really sure what I did that makes you think it's actually okay for you to completely ignore my existence after being so close last year. Especially since we had numerous discussions about how upset I get being ignored by people who were pertinent to my life for so long. It makes me more mad that you can't even acknowledge me in the slightest and that you so easily dropped your roommate of two years from your life. She actually cares about you, and to watch you treat her like just another face makes me sick.
4. For the longest time, i've tried to figure out why it is that I got left behind from the group. More recently I've realized that it doesn't matter and that I shouldn't care. I'm okay with you all being happy and close without any hard feelings. Things happen, and so we move on.
5. I'm glad you're finally happy, even if I don't think you needed a guy to be. He better treat you right, because I'm actually sick of seeing you being treated like just another person. You're beautiful, have a great personality, and you're hilarious. Any guy who tells you otherwise doesn't deserve you as even a friend. You've gone through enough in your life so far, that you certainly don't need to deal with crap from anyone. I love our random excursions together and can't wait to meet your other half.
6. I MISS YOU LIKE YOU COULDN'T POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND. This winter we're getting together, numerous times too. Because I'll be home for more than three days and there's a good possibility they won't make me work everyday. Did I mention that I miss you? Because I do. & I looooove youuuu.
7. I promise you that this is just as hard for me than it is for you. I don't think either of us will ever fully understand each other's views on the matter, and I'm okay with that. What I'm not okay with is losing you completely from my life. You really are an absolutely amazing person and I hope that you know that. I will always be here, no matter what the case or situation. I've made that promise and I will keep it.
8. I really do want to catch up on each others lives this break. I hate that I work so much, but I always talk about you and reminisce about silly high school stories. SO let's meet up over break, pretty please.
9. You never cease to amaze me. I can vent to you about anything and everything and you always know the right thing to say. I honestly would have completely lost my damn mind this semester if it weren't for you. You deserve to find an absolutely perfect match, one who treats you like you should be treated. I hope that you never change for anyone and I hope even more that I always have you in my life as a best friend.
10. You need to breathe. Take some time for yourself, take some time to find a way to be happy again. Not just temporarily happy, but genuinely happy like you used to be. You need to figure out who YOU are. Not who other people want you to be. You need to come to terms with the fact that you aren't like everyone else. And realize that you shouldn't be so hard on yourself constantly. You are a nice person. You don't get noticed when you go out like the other girls do. Fuck em. Anyone who doesn't want to take the time to remember your name after the third meeting doesn't deserve to be considered a friend. Stop caring about what other people think and learn to be happy with who you've become. Despite all the shit you've been through this year, you're still here. You deserve to be happy, and you deserve to take a break from worrying and stress. Relax. You'll find your place.