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the one thing that i could bitch at in highschool
&& somehow made me feel better.
in hopes for someone to read it, and find out how twisted my world really is.
yeah yeah..LJ.
so make me feel better.
spring break ihate to say it was a total bust.
well for me anyways. i hate to say this but its true.
i thought people actually have hearts, turns out humankind is nothing but selfcetered clumps of black holes. ( may not make sense but who reads this fucking thing anyways)
finding out that im nothing but a crazy bitch who does with purpose.
&& when push comes to shove, you better have a cup on cuz im kicking you in the balls.
guess not the best thing to do.
i cant even talk to some friends anymore, becuase when words get put in my mouth and people start telling me what i am example : " why are you freaking out" 1. im not. 2.now im pissed. i turn into that cr azy bitch i was talking about. and id much rather be alone and hang, than hang with pepole who make me feel guilty for actually having a heart.
well trips over, its been over for a week now, but my horoscope was telling me to chill, and no tlike i follow those things religously anyways, it was way to ironic to do otherwise.
SO!
finding out.
1. people think im crazy.
2. im now on the outside looking in.
3. no one understands me.
4. people dont want to be around someone as unhappy as me.
one.. think of me how you please, because in the end its not between me and you, its between me and god. two.. friends dont treat friends like this, and for some reason not care. three.. use some common sense and stop shutting me out. 4.. im not unhappy, you just want to say im unhappy to whiteout all your mistakes.
Lesson learned:
so if your unhappy, dont blame it on me.
and worst of all dont tell me what i am.
dont put words in my mouth.
and having a heart is aprently a horriable thing?
its all behind us now...
remember: there is no such thing as regrets as long as you learn from your mistakes.
xoxo
&& somehow made me feel better.
in hopes for someone to read it, and find out how twisted my world really is.
yeah yeah..LJ.
so make me feel better.
spring break ihate to say it was a total bust.
well for me anyways. i hate to say this but its true.
i thought people actually have hearts, turns out humankind is nothing but selfcetered clumps of black holes. ( may not make sense but who reads this fucking thing anyways)
finding out that im nothing but a crazy bitch who does with purpose.
&& when push comes to shove, you better have a cup on cuz im kicking you in the balls.
guess not the best thing to do.
i cant even talk to some friends anymore, becuase when words get put in my mouth and people start telling me what i am example : " why are you freaking out" 1. im not. 2.now im pissed. i turn into that cr azy bitch i was talking about. and id much rather be alone and hang, than hang with pepole who make me feel guilty for actually having a heart.
well trips over, its been over for a week now, but my horoscope was telling me to chill, and no tlike i follow those things religously anyways, it was way to ironic to do otherwise.
SO!
finding out.
1. people think im crazy.
2. im now on the outside looking in.
3. no one understands me.
4. people dont want to be around someone as unhappy as me.
one.. think of me how you please, because in the end its not between me and you, its between me and god. two.. friends dont treat friends like this, and for some reason not care. three.. use some common sense and stop shutting me out. 4.. im not unhappy, you just want to say im unhappy to whiteout all your mistakes.
Lesson learned:
so if your unhappy, dont blame it on me.
and worst of all dont tell me what i am.
dont put words in my mouth.
and having a heart is aprently a horriable thing?
its all behind us now...
remember: there is no such thing as regrets as long as you learn from your mistakes.
xoxo