New Years...
New Years eve
So, let's talk about new years...
I worked in the morning. i got off around 3. I bought 6 bottles of cheap good champagne. I stop by matt's and he shows me his sweet kite. we go to the dog and duck. i drop off the champagne there and drink 3 beers. we go to the store, i buy some sparks. We go back to his place, i drink them. We meet up with john at Whole foods. he get's 3 bottles of bubbly. we go to a pre cocktail party. i drink 4 beers there. then we leave and matt takes off. john goes to west lake with drew and alisha. i go to dog and duck. i drink about a bottle of champagne on my own and share one with the staff at the dog and duck. i then went to the whole foods party at christy and craig's place. everyone was there. it was a lot of fun. i'm not sure what i drank there other than champagne. countdown, midnight. whatever. i'm doing alright. then i realize how drunk i was and i didn't like it. i was not in a good place. i sat down and started to pass out a bit. my friends said they would give me a ride home. i ended up sending that ride off because i couldn't find where i parked my bike. i was that drunk. i walked around the one block for 1 hour looking for myh bike. I thought it had been stolen. i went in to see who was still there. another of my friends said he would give me a ride home. i say ok, i just want to look for my bike again. another 10 minutes of looking and still nothing. my friend comes out and asks what i'm doing. i tell him i'm looking for my bike. he looks left and says, "is that your bike?" it was, i said yes. at that moment, i felt totally and completely alone. I have nothing and i feel like i have no one and that's how it will be for the rest of my life. i get home. everyone's here. marisa looked amazing in a gorgeous strapless black dress. that's the only thing i remember the most of that night. how amazing she looked. so that just nails in what i was feeling. i will be alone and have no one for the rest of my life.
i woke up yesterday, still depressed. all day yesterday, i was depressed. i wanted to die yesterday. marisa gave me a hug yesterday at work. that was a great hug. and then i worked the rest of my shift depressed and i came home. it ended up being a shitty new years at the end. the beginning was alright. last year was better. ok, thanks
So, let's talk about new years...
I worked in the morning. i got off around 3. I bought 6 bottles of cheap good champagne. I stop by matt's and he shows me his sweet kite. we go to the dog and duck. i drop off the champagne there and drink 3 beers. we go to the store, i buy some sparks. We go back to his place, i drink them. We meet up with john at Whole foods. he get's 3 bottles of bubbly. we go to a pre cocktail party. i drink 4 beers there. then we leave and matt takes off. john goes to west lake with drew and alisha. i go to dog and duck. i drink about a bottle of champagne on my own and share one with the staff at the dog and duck. i then went to the whole foods party at christy and craig's place. everyone was there. it was a lot of fun. i'm not sure what i drank there other than champagne. countdown, midnight. whatever. i'm doing alright. then i realize how drunk i was and i didn't like it. i was not in a good place. i sat down and started to pass out a bit. my friends said they would give me a ride home. i ended up sending that ride off because i couldn't find where i parked my bike. i was that drunk. i walked around the one block for 1 hour looking for myh bike. I thought it had been stolen. i went in to see who was still there. another of my friends said he would give me a ride home. i say ok, i just want to look for my bike again. another 10 minutes of looking and still nothing. my friend comes out and asks what i'm doing. i tell him i'm looking for my bike. he looks left and says, "is that your bike?" it was, i said yes. at that moment, i felt totally and completely alone. I have nothing and i feel like i have no one and that's how it will be for the rest of my life. i get home. everyone's here. marisa looked amazing in a gorgeous strapless black dress. that's the only thing i remember the most of that night. how amazing she looked. so that just nails in what i was feeling. i will be alone and have no one for the rest of my life.
i woke up yesterday, still depressed. all day yesterday, i was depressed. i wanted to die yesterday. marisa gave me a hug yesterday at work. that was a great hug. and then i worked the rest of my shift depressed and i came home. it ended up being a shitty new years at the end. the beginning was alright. last year was better. ok, thanks