im not in love with telivision im not in love with the radio..
yesterday was, odd to say. i went to school and take finals how exciting. i come home and willie comes over. we hang out for a while then go see pipers battle of the bands. saw the fumes <3. haha there was only 3 alright bands. but i think everyone i know was there almost. i taped the fumes as well as jesus's band. well since im not all that intellegant i ended up taping over the majority of the fumes set. AHH im angry about that. i got to hang out with danny disher. hes a sweetheart. the fumes put on a really good show. willie didnt like them, but then he doesnt like alot of punk.
well after the show britany asks me if i wanted to go to the keys with her. concidering ive never been to the keys and ive heard alot about it, i went. i was trying to get some one to go with me. anyone. i asked willie and he couldnt for some reason. im not really sure. he gave me some excuse like he couldnt stay out or something. but he ended up staying out with star. i just ask for honesty. anyway.. i called franko and he came with us. i realized franko is an amazing person. so an hour and a half later we are at mikes house. and i had a beer in my hand. yes very content. lol. so we watch blade 2 which is a cool movie. then everyone leaves and mike goes to sleep.. me and franko just sit there and talk. then fall asleep. wake up and leave. it was so cold out lastnight. ahh.. we had to smoke cigarettes out side. brrr.
the drive home was soo long. fucking traffic. i get home and i was supposed to end up at the mall tonight like everyother friday and saturday night. but i didnt. i ended up falling asleep at like 530 and slept until 9. which sucked alot. now no one is online, nor is anyone answering their phone. god damn people. jesus i think is supposed to show up after the mall to see his band. and brittany is coming over because she didnt have to work. yay.
i dont understand why i get so upsetover really stupid things. i dont know why, i dont know alot of things. i need to think about everything. my life my desions everything. i dont know. i feel like im going to cry, but i dont have anything really to be crying about. nothing. i dont know, i feel empty, and lonely. i think i need to keep a real journal. or i wish not so many people read this one. i dont know im off to go mope in a corner and listen to emo. sounds like alot of fun to me.
well after the show britany asks me if i wanted to go to the keys with her. concidering ive never been to the keys and ive heard alot about it, i went. i was trying to get some one to go with me. anyone. i asked willie and he couldnt for some reason. im not really sure. he gave me some excuse like he couldnt stay out or something. but he ended up staying out with star. i just ask for honesty. anyway.. i called franko and he came with us. i realized franko is an amazing person. so an hour and a half later we are at mikes house. and i had a beer in my hand. yes very content. lol. so we watch blade 2 which is a cool movie. then everyone leaves and mike goes to sleep.. me and franko just sit there and talk. then fall asleep. wake up and leave. it was so cold out lastnight. ahh.. we had to smoke cigarettes out side. brrr.
the drive home was soo long. fucking traffic. i get home and i was supposed to end up at the mall tonight like everyother friday and saturday night. but i didnt. i ended up falling asleep at like 530 and slept until 9. which sucked alot. now no one is online, nor is anyone answering their phone. god damn people. jesus i think is supposed to show up after the mall to see his band. and brittany is coming over because she didnt have to work. yay.
i dont understand why i get so upsetover really stupid things. i dont know why, i dont know alot of things. i need to think about everything. my life my desions everything. i dont know. i feel like im going to cry, but i dont have anything really to be crying about. nothing. i dont know, i feel empty, and lonely. i think i need to keep a real journal. or i wish not so many people read this one. i dont know im off to go mope in a corner and listen to emo. sounds like alot of fun to me.