why am i upset that i didnt get to talk to him today?

[ihatenothought]

bleh. i just got home. today was, sucky so far. i want to go do something. i went to alisons house after school got out. yay. well lauren and little lauren skipped today.. what smart kids. why would you skip on exam day and then change your report card you still dont get the credit. heh. not smart kid. anyway i was wigging all day because i wanted to talk to some one. bleh. sucks. i really wanted to just talk to him. im scared. oh well. ::sighs:: alison loves krystal so much its horrible i feel bad for her. man maybe its not just boys that break girls heart. alison deserves so much. she is such a sweetheart.. i dont know what else to say really.. i finished my geometery final MAD early same with my drama one. easy shit yo.

highlight of my day so far: paul buying me cigarettes