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so
my life changes drastically seemingly every year.
i've been with candace since january 6th, 2006. and i've grown to love her, and need her. more than i ever thought i could. i've tried to not be with her. i've tried to act like she doesn't have an effect on me. but she does. these couple days i've woken up at 4am. and i can't explain to you how depressed i am at that particular time in the morning. yesterday and today i felt so incredibly empty just not being with her. and it scares me so much. i really do need her. mentally and physically. and there's no way around it expect extreme pain and heart break.
bye
my life changes drastically seemingly every year.
i've been with candace since january 6th, 2006. and i've grown to love her, and need her. more than i ever thought i could. i've tried to not be with her. i've tried to act like she doesn't have an effect on me. but she does. these couple days i've woken up at 4am. and i can't explain to you how depressed i am at that particular time in the morning. yesterday and today i felt so incredibly empty just not being with her. and it scares me so much. i really do need her. mentally and physically. and there's no way around it expect extreme pain and heart break.
bye