Since I moved to Santa Cruz
Since I moved to Santa Cruz I've gained purpose and understanding in life that I never thought possible. Now it's standard to have genuine, incredible people around me all the time. The only problem now is struggling to be just as incredible.
I've learned a million things since I've moved here, but the bottom line is I'm happy. Happier than I've ever been before. Even at the best of times (for example, Australia) there were moments where I had to convince myself it was real and I knew something was missing. I don't have that feeling anymore. While I feel like I'm living in a bubble, I feel like that bubble is reality and everything outside of it is what's fucked.
It's beyond being in love, or is it? Am I happier now in Santa Cruz that I've found someone that I'm happy with, or was I happier before anyway? I think I was. Tyler, my drinking buddy in the funniest of terms, and my savior in all seriousness. I love that guy. Jenni, Jessica (both of them), Brian, Flavio, Brent even. They all change my view of the most typical people, they define all odds, they make me optimistic and let me believe I have a chance. I love it.
...I'm drunk, and it's 4-20 in Santa Cruz...you figure it out.
HAHAHA, I HATE CHANGE MY ASSS!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've learned a million things since I've moved here, but the bottom line is I'm happy. Happier than I've ever been before. Even at the best of times (for example, Australia) there were moments where I had to convince myself it was real and I knew something was missing. I don't have that feeling anymore. While I feel like I'm living in a bubble, I feel like that bubble is reality and everything outside of it is what's fucked.
It's beyond being in love, or is it? Am I happier now in Santa Cruz that I've found someone that I'm happy with, or was I happier before anyway? I think I was. Tyler, my drinking buddy in the funniest of terms, and my savior in all seriousness. I love that guy. Jenni, Jessica (both of them), Brian, Flavio, Brent even. They all change my view of the most typical people, they define all odds, they make me optimistic and let me believe I have a chance. I love it.
...I'm drunk, and it's 4-20 in Santa Cruz...you figure it out.
HAHAHA, I HATE CHANGE MY ASSS!!!!!!!!!!!!