When I offer you survival, you say it's hard enough to live.
Lately I've felt very much like I just so desperately want for people to give me a reason to hate them. Like, I'm already on the edge, and I'm just tired of feeling like I have to keep trying so hard. I want to be free enough to realize that I don't care anymore, but I'm not sure I have it in me.
Classes. Egh. I'm already frustrated at everything, and still puzzled as to why I took Public Speaking. And I still need to prepare for the speech we have to give on Monday. I'm not worried. I'm not scared. I just don't want to.
Am also tired of work being so dramatic. That's also why, I think, I'm so anti-everyone. It's really just not funny anymore.
"Rocky Horror" tonight. A couple of people from work might be going, and then I'll feel terribly for corrupting them so. Awkward.
I need to do the whole transfer-application/transcript request thing. I'm so lazy. And I really hate making big life-altering decisions.
In conclusion, this is not a pleasant place for me to be, all mentally or whatever, but it won't last. That's what's really hilarious about all of this.
It hasn't been all bad. There were highlights. I enjoyed them. The end.
Classes. Egh. I'm already frustrated at everything, and still puzzled as to why I took Public Speaking. And I still need to prepare for the speech we have to give on Monday. I'm not worried. I'm not scared. I just don't want to.
Am also tired of work being so dramatic. That's also why, I think, I'm so anti-everyone. It's really just not funny anymore.
"Rocky Horror" tonight. A couple of people from work might be going, and then I'll feel terribly for corrupting them so. Awkward.
I need to do the whole transfer-application/transcript request thing. I'm so lazy. And I really hate making big life-altering decisions.
In conclusion, this is not a pleasant place for me to be, all mentally or whatever, but it won't last. That's what's really hilarious about all of this.
It hasn't been all bad. There were highlights. I enjoyed them. The end.