Dec 31, 2009 03:16
it's strange. this is definitely a victory for me but the taste in my mouth is still sour. maybe it's just the fact that i'm high as hell and it was too easy. but that was the point. it was just another attempt at a trick on his part to try and get me to stay with him. the whole 'act like it wont make a difference without her and she'll change her mind' routine. fuck off already.
happy new year, once again i'm bitter at the world and all my friends are avoiding to me and thinking to themselves 'told ya so bitch' and probably considering never speaking to me again if it hasn't already been decided. like always i would be the last to fuckin know.
while im at it might as well complain about my laziness in finding work.
this is bullshit. i'm such an idiot. fuck.
i need a fuckin new hobby. breakin hearts is much more stressful than i thought.