I am so wise.. I am.  I have resources and when I remember to use them.   I am so wise…  Alex wants to live separately because he’s all cranky right now and I realize that he will be miserable and I will be free.  I cry and complain and don’t like it.. But that’s not the long view.  He’s been neurotic and cranky and full of periodic rages for years ( Read more... )

 I think my tolerance is way down because I am staring down real hard on menapause.  it makes your tolerance go down.  And I think, I believe now.  That's how I should have been all along.  If someone is standing on my foot now I sure do let them know to get off of it!   - I'm cross posting this because I think it explains me and makes me a more ( Read more... )

I am reading about menopause.  What a mind blowing idea.  I'm 46 and from what I read that's the middle. I have been having trouble with my blood pressure and my temper (these two may be related)  what I have been reading is that your ability to subliminate yourself goes away and you have to be honest about how you feel.  You loose the ability to ( Read more... )