Apr 03, 2005 13:08
OMG. david arggggg. ARGGGGGGGG. stupid stupid inconsidereate stupid stupid silly boy. and i never call him a boy. cause he acs like a grown ass man, but NOW he's dropped back down like 10 years in age. what is he doing? what was/IS he thinking. wha would he do something so FRIGGEN stupid!
im sooo dissapointed in him now. and i mean ive been telling him about how proud of hi i was that he was doing well in college and so well in track and he KNOWs that im proud of him. and now he goes and does something stupid like this. i mean he's prolly gonna comeback and say that he HAD to go cause of sum impt reason. but im still mad that he neevr take the time to call me. i mean he ONLY calls his mother so that she won't put a apb out on him. and i think that the fact that he doesn' call him is just selfish.
i mean he could be out there hurt or worse ((((((GOD FORBID)))))))) but i mean its true. and i would be soooooooooo devestated. i mean my whole friggen world would come CRASHING down if somthing was to happen to him. THATS why i dun wanna be TOO mad at him b/c what if im mad at him for not calling me, and he's hurt out there.
SEE how upset he makes me. he cannot keep doing this to m. im alwasy paranoid. and when ever he does this to me i get that imgae form ave the last dance, u know the ting she sees when she's on the train to her dad? ya'll kno what im talking about... if u don't SIGHHH lemme explain
she's a ballerina and her mom had to work over time in her flower shop but she promised to make her daughters dance try out thing. and it starts pouring. and the girl is like Up next and she's PISSED at hr mother for not being there for her. and while she's pissed at her mom, her mom had gotten in a car accident and died. and now shes really upset casue while her mom was dying she was PISSED at her.
dammit david. call me