i am colorblind. i see in gray.
you know, i'm really, really trying to not get discouraged. but it's not working. and i am. discouraged, that is. i'm being pulled in two directions and i don't know if either of them are right. and i really wish i could just explain what i mean, but i feel like i'm under too much pressure to correctly communicate everything that's going on under the surface.
hm.
hm.