Dec 16, 2009 11:24
So, me and Joey are doing great! He just may actually love me like I love him. The way I love him is insane like wild horses running through the valley or like the fire flying out of volcanoes ready to encompass every and all living things in its path...lol my love sounds evil...but it's not. It's just strong and passionate. He's told me he loves me a few times, but last night it was so believable. It wasn't because I said it first...he just looked up at me and he loved me and we talked about things...he was inside of me, and it was a very beautiful very intimate moment. I'm so glad I've been lucky enough to get this far with him. It's funny how things start with a simple silly conversation in a haunted house and we've gotten to this...to me wanting to cry because I love him. I never thought I'd feel that way about anyone...I never thought I had the emotional capacity to feel any of the things I feel for Joey. I just felt like damaged goods...but I'm not, and we're happy, and that is so amazing! I want to be with him for the rest of my being...as long as he wants me to be....in fact I need to go take a shower so I can be with him later and now be disgusting.
Also, I'm going back to school next semester...yay me.