Roleplay Confessions Collection: Missing You
A/N: Okay, so I roleplay on twitter. If you didn't know, we'll it's out there now. But, anyway, I got this idea to maybe start writing about how I feel about certain people that I roleplay with, if that makes sense. To put it in layman's terms, I'm just going to write about how I feel/see the relationship I have with some of my roleplay friends. This is the first installment. Enjoy~
PS. I'm sorry in advance if you're apart of the grammar police. I didn't feel that capitalization was important with these, but at least I kept punctuation as clean as I could? It seems even more important to me when I don't use capitalization.
i’ll lie here on the floor, heartbroken and awake. waiting for the day we sit in the rain and talk of our past. i’ll smile and we’ll greet with a hug. you’ll tell me you miss me and i’ll tell you the same. only because it’s true. we’ll watch the rain, sheltered by some tree house we don’t remember building, but it’s just been there forever. i’ll lean against your shoulder and try not to fall asleep. because being by your side just soothes me. your arm will wrap around my shoulders as you protect me from collapsing in on myself. you’ll protect me from those that try to destroy my kingdom. you’ll protect me from the world. i’ll attach myself to you that much more. i’ll look at the sky and notice the clouds don’t plan on leaving anytime soon. i’ll look up at you and see the clouds in your eyes. you’ll try not to cry like you usually do but a stray tear will fall like it usually does. i’ll wipe it away and try to console you like i usually do. we’ll sit here quietly like we usually do while your smile echoes off these small walls. they hold us very well. wilted and discolored and all. i’ll feel your warmth as the cold of outside seeps through the cracks. i’ll hope you feel mine, too. you can steal it if you want. if you need to. you’ll hold me tighter, your strong arms leaving their imprint in my skin as usual. like when you hold my hand. or when i hug you close. you’ll mutter again how you miss me but your face will be stern and your eyes will still be warm. i’ll tell you again that i miss you. this time i’ll try not to cry. you won’t tell me you love me and i won’t say it either. it’s not something we do but we know it’s there. it’s a strong feeling that thickens the air and forces out the cold in our little tree house. i’ll remember this time for the rest of my life. just like every other moment we share. i’ll remember it now as i get up from the cold tile and move toward the window. i’ll watch the rain and think of you. i’ll feel the shattering and feel the hairline cracks in the glass of my heart as it breaks. i’ll tell you i miss you. and i’ll hear you whisper it back. he’s taken you away from me. but you’re still mine. i’ll see you again sometime soon. you’ll mend my heart because you protect me. i’ll keep you close because i protect you. we’ll remind each other that we love one another. because we’re apart, we’ll need it.