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Well i have been trying to work a lot, but that doesn't seem to subside my endless nights of feeling numb. Almost everynight after work I smoke at least one bowl a night, but even that doesn't seem to help. I get up the next day dreading that i have to go to work, and i hate what i do too. I haven't been able to talk to a lot of my friends lately,
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DOESN'T SEEM LIKE YOU ARE DOING GOOD... I NEED TO HEAR FROM YOU.... I
MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I AM VERY WORRIED ABOUT YOU.... YOU NEED TO EAT
BETTER AND YOU NEED TO LAY OFF OF THE DRUGS JOSH THAT WILL TAKE AWAY SOME
OF THE PAIN BUT IN THE END AND WHEN YOU ARE NOT HIGH ANYMORE IT IS
STILL THERE... JOSH YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL PERSON... GOD YOU ARE A GREAT
PERSON... I WISH YOU WOULD BELIEVE US... JOSH SOME DAY YOU ARE GOING TO
FIND SOMEONE WHOS LOVES YOU LIKE WE DO EVEN MORE.... DON'T RUSH LOVE
AND DON'T DOUBT YOURSELF..... WE ARE ALL WORRIED ABOUT YOU AND LIKE I
SAID IN THE LIVE JOURNAL IS DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU DID NOT COME TO OUR
GRAUDTION CAUSE WE STILL LOVE YOU WE UNDERSTAND WHY YOU COULDN'T GET HERE..
DON'T PUT YOURSELF DOWN BECAUSE OF IT.... JOSH YOU ARE A HARD WORKING
PERSON BUT YOU NEED TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU NOT FOR ANYONE ESLE.... I
LOVE YOU JOSH AND YOU PROBABLY WON'T WRITE BACK OR WHO KNOWS IF YOU ARE
GOING TO READ THIS BUT I HOPE YOU DO AND I HOPE YOU WRITE BACK AND LET
ME KNOW YOU ARE OK AND WHAT IS BOTHERING YOU. JOSH ME AND KRISITNA GOT
A PLACE TO LIVE AND IF YOU EVER FEEL THE NEED YOU NEED TO GET AWAY YOU
CAN COME CRASH ON THE COUCH IT IS ALWAYS OPEN TO YOU OK. I LOVE YOU AND
I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON.... LOVE ALWAYS TAMMY
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