Aug 27, 2003 21:05
i dont understand why the ppl who r loved the most leave the fastest......why does someone whos 18 yrs old, have to die? why did god chose to take their life from them, and everyone else who loved them? why cant ppl like rapists, and murderers, and drug addicts die so soon? i dont understand it, and the fact that i cant, makes the pain hurt so much more.
jessicas mom sent me a card yesterday with a prayer card in it. im glad i got one cuz they didnt have em at the wake. its laminated so i can always carry it with me.
i dont think that u realize how much ppl mean to you and have affected your life until they arent in it anymore. whether they die, move away, stop talking to you, etc.