argh.
i've been getting so easily frustrated lately. some people are getting really different. but i'm sure it's "just me" it always is. im always the one with the problem, i guess. whatever. i've been realizing lately how things look from all sorts of people's views. like everyone has the same feelings i do. like boys have feelings.(who knew?) and my parents have feelings. (BIG shocker.) and i want to be the sort of person who makes everyone feel good. but it's hard. cause some are so dumb. lol. anyways. im getting my hair cut wednesday. and im dying it again. woopwoop. ive been so tired i really don't want to make any effort on anything. a giant black guy confessed his love for me today. or as they say in high school "his like for me" lol. wierd. lol im starting to really like some of these crazy ninos at our escuela. they are just so h-amazing. lol. i can't pick. and i don't want to put myself in a bad situation where everyone gets hurt. the one time i did that, i swore i never would again. i don't know how i lost something so good. i know it was all me. and im always going to regret it. whatever "it" was. you'd never even know anything had ever happened. we've both changed so much. listening to avril lavigne. "i am small and the world is big. but i'm not afraid of anything." yes.