U.B.G. (unknown black girl)
there is ^one^ walking door to door down my street. i closed the blinds lol. i'm not home. anyways. everyone's at softball, so we all know what i'm doing. or did. so now im good. listening to nirvana. which has not been done in awhile. i have so much homework. my last math test is tomorrow. YES! i need to do something. i've been not eating this week very much. which feels good. but the little i am eating has included a slice of cheesecake for dinner the past 2 nights. so i might as well be eating 500 meals. why am i talking about this anyways? i'm starting to get nervous about PSAT. i've got my hopes set on national merit, but what if i don't make it? or i'm a semi-finalist? i need to bring up my grades. cause i can't rely on myself anymore. it's better to expect the worst and then be pleasantly surprised. one month till i leave. shit.