drama sucks ass

[ifonlykisses]

i KNEW IT! I FUCKING KNEW IT~ i knew that stuff was building up. things were too nicey nice too long. although now all i can see is things going up. right now i'm attempting to be positive even though its really hard. i'm thinking about getting on meds because i cant controll my depression. i think i'd be a good idea, and jake thinks so too. but i'm going to try it w/out for a while. but yea. i might go to Latino Fest w/ jake tonight, and hopefully sleep over. but that means lotso work on my room. i quit smoking today, but jake doesn't get to know that. no one does unless you read my LJ! hehe. everyone gets to find out for themselves. i should put on really happy music. i want something like edens crush right now. my shoes smell like cat shit cos i stepped in some leaving bobbys house today. slept over there last night after fall fest. was fun. indeed. not really. but ya know thats fall fest for you!
+JiL
PS:i dont know anything at all
and i'm somebody else
it could take years to find you
it could take years to find myself
and i dont need to hear your answer
i just need you to see
and i think its time to break down
these walls that we throw
~*~TRAPT~*~