haha get this..
so i log on to myspace when i got home today at 7:30pm
i had an email from my ex timmy
it stated he wished i had not blocked him on my chat programs, because he had some things he needed to tell me.
thing is i did not block him. i just do not have a computer for time being. i only have access to the internet thru work and my sisters computer. we have aim and yahoo but even if i stayed signed in, due to the energy saver setting thing her comp has, it signs me out after a given amount of time.
i caught him online briefly before i was leaving and this is the quick convo we had.
xDesireDespair (9:34:46 PM): i replied to your myspace message
xDesireDespair (9:35:01 PM): i do not have you blocked, i just lost access to my computer while the hard drive is being repaired
him (9:35:06 PM): what did it say?
xDesireDespair (9:35:17 PM): and mandys comp i only have access to aim and yahoo no msn
xDesireDespair (9:35:44 PM): but even if i stayed logged in on any of them, because of the power settings on her computer it signs me out
him (9:35:51 PM): ok
xDesireDespair (9:36:03 PM): so what are these "somethings" you need to tell me
him (9:36:54 PM): well
xDesireDespair (9:37:33 PM): well...
him (9:37:34 PM): i kinda had a falling out with my mother soo
him (9:37:56 PM): i pretty much had to leave my house
him (9:38:04 PM): and i didnt have anywhere to go
xDesireDespair (9:38:33 PM): where did you go?
him (9:38:35 PM): so ive been staying with that dude
him (9:38:43 PM): which is why i havent been available
xDesireDespair (9:39:02 PM): how long have you been staying with him?
him (9:39:20 PM): jan
xDesireDespair (9:39:51 PM): ooo everything makes sense now
him (9:40:23 PM): im at my moms now cause she is away
him (9:40:41 PM): my comp is still here and alot of my stuff
xDesireDespair (9:40:54 PM): so you're basically gonna be living with this guy?
him (9:40:59 PM): no
him (9:41:12 PM): its just temporary
him (9:41:26 PM): until work picks back up and i start working some OT again
xDesireDespair (9:42:12 PM): is this all why you pushed me away
him (9:42:34 PM): a big part of it
xDesireDespair (9:43:06 PM): i hate to do this but i am about to head out, but i do want to talk to you, and talk about all of this
xDesireDespair (9:43:12 PM): is it ok if i call you tomorrow?
him (9:43:40 PM): ill call u over the weekend when i can
xDesireDespair (9:44:04 PM): ok promise?
him (9:44:16 PM): yes'
xDesireDespair (9:44:26 PM): k good
xDesireDespair (9:44:33 PM): i look forward to hearing from you
and that was it. i have this feeling he is gonna tell me he is gay. he was half and half before, but i just have this feeling he is gonna tell me he likes men more than women, or something related to his sexuality.
i can not wait for his call. i am nervous and excited and scared all at the same time!
i'll keep you all posted!
thoughts, anything anyone wants to share with me on our convo?
xo-me ♥
i had an email from my ex timmy
it stated he wished i had not blocked him on my chat programs, because he had some things he needed to tell me.
thing is i did not block him. i just do not have a computer for time being. i only have access to the internet thru work and my sisters computer. we have aim and yahoo but even if i stayed signed in, due to the energy saver setting thing her comp has, it signs me out after a given amount of time.
i caught him online briefly before i was leaving and this is the quick convo we had.
xDesireDespair (9:34:46 PM): i replied to your myspace message
xDesireDespair (9:35:01 PM): i do not have you blocked, i just lost access to my computer while the hard drive is being repaired
him (9:35:06 PM): what did it say?
xDesireDespair (9:35:17 PM): and mandys comp i only have access to aim and yahoo no msn
xDesireDespair (9:35:44 PM): but even if i stayed logged in on any of them, because of the power settings on her computer it signs me out
him (9:35:51 PM): ok
xDesireDespair (9:36:03 PM): so what are these "somethings" you need to tell me
him (9:36:54 PM): well
xDesireDespair (9:37:33 PM): well...
him (9:37:34 PM): i kinda had a falling out with my mother soo
him (9:37:56 PM): i pretty much had to leave my house
him (9:38:04 PM): and i didnt have anywhere to go
xDesireDespair (9:38:33 PM): where did you go?
him (9:38:35 PM): so ive been staying with that dude
him (9:38:43 PM): which is why i havent been available
xDesireDespair (9:39:02 PM): how long have you been staying with him?
him (9:39:20 PM): jan
xDesireDespair (9:39:51 PM): ooo everything makes sense now
him (9:40:23 PM): im at my moms now cause she is away
him (9:40:41 PM): my comp is still here and alot of my stuff
xDesireDespair (9:40:54 PM): so you're basically gonna be living with this guy?
him (9:40:59 PM): no
him (9:41:12 PM): its just temporary
him (9:41:26 PM): until work picks back up and i start working some OT again
xDesireDespair (9:42:12 PM): is this all why you pushed me away
him (9:42:34 PM): a big part of it
xDesireDespair (9:43:06 PM): i hate to do this but i am about to head out, but i do want to talk to you, and talk about all of this
xDesireDespair (9:43:12 PM): is it ok if i call you tomorrow?
him (9:43:40 PM): ill call u over the weekend when i can
xDesireDespair (9:44:04 PM): ok promise?
him (9:44:16 PM): yes'
xDesireDespair (9:44:26 PM): k good
xDesireDespair (9:44:33 PM): i look forward to hearing from you
and that was it. i have this feeling he is gonna tell me he is gay. he was half and half before, but i just have this feeling he is gonna tell me he likes men more than women, or something related to his sexuality.
i can not wait for his call. i am nervous and excited and scared all at the same time!
i'll keep you all posted!
thoughts, anything anyone wants to share with me on our convo?
xo-me ♥