so i caught myself thinking of timmy today, and how much i do miss him.
i miss him way more than i should, hell more than i want to be missing him, because it hurts.
i was doing good, i mean i am doing good in getting over him and not thinking about him, but today-today i thought about him and couldn't stop. i miss him, i miss us, i miss everything, how everything was when we were together-so amazing. i miss it all, everything.
than i listened to this song on my sisters playlist since i have been using her computer while my hard drive is being looked at, and hopefully fixed.
it is a song by mindy smith called "one moment more"
that song made me cry like a tiny child, i cried through the entire song *sigh*
every word was so true, and just ugh i miss that fucker. i want him back so bad, but i know that will never happen.
"one moment more"
hold me
even though i know you're leaving
and show me
all the reasons you would stay
it's just enough to feel your breath on mine
to warm my soul and ease my mind
you've got to hold me and show me now
give me
just one part of you to cling to
and keep me
everywhere you are
it's just enough to steal my heart and run
and fade out with the falling sun
oh, please don't go
let me have you just one moment more
oh, all i need
all i want is just one moment more
you've got to hold me and keep me
tell me that someday you'll be returning
and maybe
maybe i'll believe
it's just enough to see a shooting star
to know you're never really far
it's just enough to see a shooting star
to know you're never really gone
oh, please don't go
let me have you just one moment more
oh, all i need
all i want is just one moment more
oh, please don't go
let me have you just one moment more
oh, all i need
all i want is just one moment more
you've got to hold me and maybe i'll believe
so hold me
even though i know you're leaving
god i was so in love with him. i still love him so much.
ugh i miss him :( even though i know i shouldn't