...please tell me...please tell me why...
yea so last night was the weirdest night of my life. let's start with austin street. it ended up only being me and kriss because we are the only reliable ones. anyway the secongd i got there i felt weird...like anxiety i guess i dunno. there were the weirdest people i have ever seen in my life. then we saw the pacifier.lol. which was soo funni..it was so cute. then we went to tgif's ofcourse to eat..but there was a long wait so we went to uj's. where kriss was like "we were meant to be here..fate is telling us something." so we went and figured out this...being spontaneous is good and not everything always has to be done the right way, going off your instincts is a lot more fun. then we figured out that love was "out of order" for us and we have to do the unexpected if we want to change that and "survive". then through a milkshake thing we came to the conclusion that it would only work for one of us..so then i came home and when i was passing the deli that's like two blocks away i noticed no joke at least 15 cops and ambulences and helicopters...and since there was no one home last night i freaked...i thought it was a murder and the murderer was on the loose. so i called my gramz and i slept there last night...unpredictable. so yea through last night..i realized i have to go out and get what i want and if i look stupid it's ok...because it's the only way anything can happen and if i keep protecting myself..i'll be stuck here forever and that is just bad..lol..yea so i am hapi with our discoveris..lol...it was realli funni though...n e way..i still have hours of hw to do so i better get to that...adios