..please don't play with me my paper heart will bleed...

Mar 18, 2005 14:58

please tell me..please tell me why!!!..the car is in the front yard..and i'm sleeping with my clothes on came in through the window last night...

sry lil random!!

aghh this being happi is awesome..i <3 it..nothing can possibly bring me down it is so impossible right now. i never knew what it felt like to actually like someone..or start a relationship i guess. i mean it's not like i have a bf or anything. it's just that he can make me laugh so hard..and i can talk to him and he doesn't scare me at all..nothing about him scares me. which was never the case..i mean i was always scared about something..and it just doesn't matter how stupid i look in front of him..cause i can just laugh at myself..unlike previous times where i was made like fun of instead of just like laughing with me. this is different..i think at least..watch like in two weeks it like BOYS SUCK again..lol..well for now they don't and i like it better that way..=]

n e way i played a ditz in english todai...i think i did alright..mr. kelly just mysteriously chose my group first...i have a funni feeling he had it all previously planned...but hey that is just me. todai was just amazing though..i dunno why but it was..and yea AGHHHH. i just feel like jumping up and down and acting stupid..Lol. wow..hrmmm...yea i guess that's it..i dunno i have more to say when i'm depressed.lol.=]

..when you smile i melt inside, i'm not worthy for a minute of your time...

jAcK
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